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Hey Friends!
It has come to the end of 2009, which means a brand new year is here!
So i would like to thank all those whom have read my blog and keeps on coming back to check on updates. The past shall now be put into the chamber of archives and will remain untouched till i dont know when. So i urge you not to come back anymore cos this will be my last post.

I wish all my friends a happy new year! may 2010 be an adventurous one for you guys. Always remember to put on a smile on your face wherever you are. Cos a smile can cheer anyone up.. =)

TAKE CARE!

Do you believe that everything has a cause and effect?
well i do. certain things happens for a reason.
But its painstaking to NOT know the reason for whats happening.

you know something is wrong but you dont know exactly what it is.
not for the faint hearted though. my heart might just be too weak for this eventually.

Life has been going on the ups side. Its going through up that rocky wall better than expected.
Eversince she came into my life. im going through life isnt much of a bore. Time not wasted on being emotional about how rough life is. She has always been there for me. All the time spend together, the meals, the crazy outings. Its been awesome. Thanks.

But what happens when it she needs someone. was i doing the correct actions? saying the correct words? or even act the correct way? I shall leave this qns unanswered, cos i dont know myself.
I always wanted to be the one for you but i realise that im incapable of that. I do the best that i can, but it was never good enough, worst still i engulf the flame further. Sorry.

i was talking to a friend and i never want ours to turn out like hers. if you are mad, tell me you are and i will accept it. i will even apologise for it. i will do the same alright. i promise. i want us to live life to the fullest. not be caught in some spiderweb although we do have restrictions that we have to abide to. a perfect example our parents.

i know, i did promise you that i will stop all this emo shit stuffs, but today is just to hard for me to forget. Im just like a tree that cant move its trunks when you cry under me. you always give me a source of life, yet i cant do anything in return. Helpless! Sorry.

Let me be the one for you
Let me be there for you, will you?

A choice so simple yet, you prefer the challenging one.

Happiness is what i hope for you.

Think hard and think far.

Is this what you really want?

Put aside other factors.

I need you to be sure.

I will let you go if i have to.

Cos..

I LOVE YOU.

Many times have i not fail to make you unhappy,

Wondering if you deserve more happiness than this.

I believe im always saying this to you. BUT,

Hope!

I hope to be yours for the longest time possible.

I hope i can make you happy for as long as i could.

I hope we could spend zillions of hours together.

I hope that we can stay together.

I hope, I wish, I can and I will.

Never letting you go.

<3<3<3<3<3<3

P.S. If you have been wondering why i never end all my post like how i usually end. Every <3>